I cannot see the way out of my situation The breakup is too much to bear My family is breaking up...and so am I I have failed in school therefore I have failed myself, my family and my friends I am sick in my body (I cannot EVER get well) in my mind (I have a mental illness) The people I love don't agree with the life I love I cannot make MY choices I feel helpless. I have lost control. The end is near!
Either I choose to live or I MUST die
I am stuck in a tunnel but I cannot see any light I am stuck in depression which makes me unable to move on and makes me more depressed. If I can kill myself, at least I can have control over my suffering.
As I am disconnected with the world and the people in it, it doesn't matter if I die. Its best for everyone
I feel so angry that I want to kill those idiots who don't understand, kill myself because I hate myself and the way I am and I wish to die so that I can stop feeling this way
To die is beautiful and a courageous act of self sacrifice so that others may have a better life |